Just spent another few hours drawing Kamila.
She ws actually asking about that since September, and tonight after few beers with a match from Tinder, seemed like inspiration finally visited me.
Tomorrow is about to start, when I am hoping to work. At least i hope she's gonna call me and tell that help is needed. I am in such an urgent temporary need of money that I dont remember the times i didnt need them.
Probably the roots of my inspiration are even in money as well. God, is there anyone on earth who does not need them?
I feel I am gonna hit myself in case it will be another day off for me.
Only 6 days before leaving back to poland and already started to pack, what the reason if i will not have enough cash to go and send my stuff?
Leaving to poland, where other debts r waiting for me.
Sometimes i feel so much desperate that i start to think of suicide :/
Who would imagine only few hundred bucks would make such a difference to the life
She ws actually asking about that since September, and tonight after few beers with a match from Tinder, seemed like inspiration finally visited me.
Tomorrow is about to start, when I am hoping to work. At least i hope she's gonna call me and tell that help is needed. I am in such an urgent temporary need of money that I dont remember the times i didnt need them.
Probably the roots of my inspiration are even in money as well. God, is there anyone on earth who does not need them?
I feel I am gonna hit myself in case it will be another day off for me.
Only 6 days before leaving back to poland and already started to pack, what the reason if i will not have enough cash to go and send my stuff?
Leaving to poland, where other debts r waiting for me.
Sometimes i feel so much desperate that i start to think of suicide :/
Who would imagine only few hundred bucks would make such a difference to the life
Always thought you were one of those who hadn't got desperate for once in their life and never would.
ОтветитьУдалитьIs it any better now, when Winter's just a memory?
Sorry, kind of forgot about this page.
УдалитьRight, that what people usually think about me.
Kind of is, times were different, sometimes good, sometimes bad.